Me = Shit/ Sai/ Tahi

Me not doing very well.
Me feel useless.
Me is not an Ad person.
Me is neither a design person as well.
So me is??? Shit??

Kill me and put me out of my misery already.....

How do you not fall for him...

... when he surprises you with a bouquet of flowers at work... without you even sensing his plan. Not even one little bit.

It has already been nearly an hour since the florist passed me my bouquet of red and pink roses but still my heart is not slowing down...

How he subtly bit by bit ask me questions to perfect his plan.... what kind of flowers I like; the name of my Company; which floor is my Company located; which department I'm in.... I'm really really impressed!

Not forgetting that his mouth is glued so tightly. Not a single word of this was mentioned at all...

This is my pre-Valentine surprise.... I'm now really excited to know what he has planned for tomorrow....

Flying without Wings

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Recently fell in love with this song all over again.... Listen to the lyrics. Just amazing...

Flying without Wings by Westlife

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
'Cause who's to know
Which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine

And it's like flying without wings
'Cause you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

Onitsuka Tiger Zodiac Race

Another amazing video from Onitsuka Tiger (*click here for the previous post called "Origami in Pursuit of Perfection"). But about the legend... Isn't it suppose to be a Chinese thing?

*For more on Onitsuka Tiger go to www.onitsukatiger.com

How low can you go?

Have I ever been this low before? Or have I experience even worst?

Tell me. Do you ever feel so useless? Like your are not worth it? You are not good at anything.

Why am I even here? I honestly don't think I helped out at all. I'm not good at it. I'm not good at all! What am I good at? Nothing! I'm useless. I cannot do it. I'm suffering. I'm stressed.

Tell me. Do you have this kind of feelings too? Is it normal human nature to feel like this? Does everyone feel like this? Or is this a LiSa-me-virgo thing? Please be honest with me. It's times like this when I need people to be honest with me. Tell me the truth. I feel it and I know it. But is it real?

I felt the earth moved under my feet

Tripped 3 times.
Twice while walking and one more time just standing!

Then, finally I fell and hurt my knee.
Now it's bruised.
Also, my jade bangle broke. hmm...


So clumsy... no heels for you for a week missy... :(

Profound

How do I express what I feel now?
I thought I knew what the feeling was like. 'The Feeling'.
But now, it's not what I thought it was.
I don't feel how I felt the previous time.
My heart does not skip a bit every time.
I do not feel nervousness.
I do not feel happy.
Nor do I feel scared or sad.
So what is this I'm feeling?
Serenity. Calmness. Safe. Comfortable.
Is this correct?
Is this what it really feels like?

My new year starts in February - monolouge of reasons

January may be the first month of the year, but this year, my new year starts only in February. Why? Well for starters, I no more work on the hill. I finally left the hill behind. Everything. The people, the life, the stars... I moved on. It no longer matter to me anymore. That 6 months are gone forever. Gone together with all the happiness and pain I had to go through there. It might not be a pass that I want to remember, but I'm glad that it happened. I grew. I learned so much in that short 6 months that I will never regret a single bit.

So now, I now work in a tower. Today was my first day there. A new beginning... in a higher place. Hope everything goes well here.... :)

And secondly (and most importantly), I am no longer 1 person. I am 2. I became 2 on the 1st day of February. I found a man who loves me. A man who at first I repented his actions but was touched in the end. A man who I know will do anything in his might to love me, protect me, care for me. Most importantly, accepts me for who I am. Willing to learn everything about me. Doesn't judge me.

February 2009. The beginning of a new year.