My new year starts in February - monolouge of reasons

January may be the first month of the year, but this year, my new year starts only in February. Why? Well for starters, I no more work on the hill. I finally left the hill behind. Everything. The people, the life, the stars... I moved on. It no longer matter to me anymore. That 6 months are gone forever. Gone together with all the happiness and pain I had to go through there. It might not be a pass that I want to remember, but I'm glad that it happened. I grew. I learned so much in that short 6 months that I will never regret a single bit.

So now, I now work in a tower. Today was my first day there. A new beginning... in a higher place. Hope everything goes well here.... :)

And secondly (and most importantly), I am no longer 1 person. I am 2. I became 2 on the 1st day of February. I found a man who loves me. A man who at first I repented his actions but was touched in the end. A man who I know will do anything in his might to love me, protect me, care for me. Most importantly, accepts me for who I am. Willing to learn everything about me. Doesn't judge me.

February 2009. The beginning of a new year.