Reasons for not blogging

I know I have not ben blogging for more than 2 weeks now... but, but just hear me out first before you throw in the verdict... I have 'really really' good reasons to do so.

1. Mighty Mouse ran out of batt.
2. Don't really fancy using the trackpad.
3. Being a 'big head prwan' a.k.a 'tai tau ha' a.k.a forgetful to buy new batts.
4. Been really busy with CNY baking. (will do a write up later... once I remember to get new batts for my Mighty Mouse... wei... damn hard to Photoshop without a mouse k...)
5. Been really busy with drama series.
6. Been really busy with dating. *shy...

last but not least....

7. Been really really really.... lazy..... hahaha....

Wei.... It's CNY k... give me a break. :p

Sweetness no.2

Driving all the way to my house....
to bring me breakfast for tomorrow morning....


*Sweet.... but still.... awkward *

Sweetness

One of the sweetest things anyone has ever said about me.

*blush*

McD made my morning

Meredith: I don't want to go to work. It's warm in here...

Wish You Were Here (Season 5 Episode 11)

That quote expressed exactly what I felt when I woke up. I was even zombie-fied the whole journey to work... till I stopped by McD's drive through to get breakfast.

The boy from the window who passed me my meal just made my morning.... how? He hit on me.... haha.... ya.... After passing me my food, he reached into the cabinet behind him and pulled out a few packets of 'ang pow' packets and a McD VIP sticker and gave it to me. He even told me to 'come find for me again' in Chinese.... haha.... cute boy....

For some stupid reason, I felt kinda a bit like an aunty..... At this age (ya... I know i'm only 25) I still manage to melt a teenage boy's heart, make him go ga-ga.... haha....

Keep up the good work McD's.... :D

Snoop Doggy Dog

Hey! Stop snooping around... and leave my friends alone!!!

There is nothing for you to know, and there is nothing I want you to know as well.

You don't deserve to know anyhow. You lost your privilege a long long time ago.

A buck for your brain power

This msn conversation took place yesterday.

Kin: Did you go to work today? mc?
me: I'll give you a buck if you can guess correctly...
Kin: Then I will not waste my brain power to think about that. Haha...
me: -_-III


* Men. Or to be more exact a 35 year old man.*

Who am I again?

I've been asking myself this question quite a lot lately. I remember me being the girl who don't know how to socialize. I was the you-ask-I answer type of person. But recently, I've been able to churn up conversations with strangers. Where did that courage came from? When did I become so outspoken?

How about coffee? I don't drink coffee. Coffee is bitter. And bitter is... yuck! I only used to drink coffee when I had no choice like when there is only coffee offered or when I really needed to burn the midnight oil but recently.... I choose to drink coffee. I am drinking coffee NOW!

It's really scary... who am I again?

hmm... time for some soul searching Li Sa....

It's that time of the year

Next to Christmas, my favourite time of the year would be Chinese New Year. To me, Christmas is more serene, thankful and grateful. But Chinese New Year.... it's a total opposite feeling. You feel so hyped up. You just want to make so much noise... You are always happy! It's spring and it's colourful!

Anyhow, since it's only just around the corner, so I decided it was time to change the header to something more Cina like to give it the feel....

Just one more working week left and then I'm off to Cookie Baking Land.... can't wait.... :) I will try my best to post up some pics of my mouth watering pieces. :)

Six Sense

Believe me when I tell you the we females have six sense. And very accurate may I emphasize.

So girls, never ever ignore or discard that gut feeling every time it happens, because it is most of the time, or should I say always true and real.

So now thereafter that, how do you reject a guy... a very nice guy to be exact, a very good friend and not hurt his feelings?

Weekday fun

Whoever said weekdays are only all work, no fun and nothing to look forward too is so wrong.

I have a list of things to look forward too every weekday:
6.30am - 6.45am : look up to a dark morning sky with stars still brightly in sight
6.46am - 8.00am : while driving to work, you'll get to see the universe starting it's engines; the sun waking up, painting the sky with it's wonderful colours every second;
we humans in our little automobiles doing funny little things which we think the other person in the other car don't notice;
the birds. Birds who like us are also starting their day - in the sky;
the misty no end far away road, field, building...
8.01am - 6.30pm : E-mail conversations from people who I came to learn to cherish and love; my family. They are the ones who are still keeping me on my feet now. Helping me hold on.
6.31pm - 8.30pm - driving home, just like the morning drive but only in reverse. You'll see the universe going into slumber. Slowly turning off it's light, bringing us in the peaceful silence;
The birds, like us are too going home.
8.31pm - till late : just being in the same room as my mum, even if we don't talk much or don't talk at all, just being there with her watching TV, I know she appreciates it. As she knows that her daughter is safe and sound at home. And me knowing that, knowing that my mum is happy, makes falling into deep slumber a bit more easier.

I honestly don't know about you, but to me, these simple little things, in my eyes this is what I call life. And I'll appreciate every single second I have of it. Because you won't know when it will be gone right? :)

The Beginning is the End is the Beginning

Hard to explain but that is what it is.

In a nutshell:
The new year brings an end to last year's year end fun, but this also means it gives us a fresh start to a new 365 days, a new blank sheet of paper.

Mother Daughter Moment

Day & Date: Saturday (3/1/2009)
Venue: Tesco Hypermarket, Bukit Tinggi Klang
Time: around 2.30pm
Duration: around 30 minutes
Activity: Hand pick 2kg worth of 'good looking' groundnuts

haha... honestly from the heart, it was actually fun. :)

2008

Just like this, my 2008 ended. I don't know was it a good year or was it a bad one. But then again, in life, there is always black and white, and grey. So to summarize it all, it actually was quite an okay year. I soared and I fell and I stood up again. Everything happens for a reason remember. And because of my ups and downs, I felt that I grew a lot more this year compared to the previous years. I learned to see things in different perspective, listen to both sides of the story. I learned to rationalize. I learned to admit failure. I learned that love is much much bigger than I thought it was. I learned a new way to express my thoughts and feelings - blogging! And so so much more about life. I opened my eyes and heart and saw and accepted.

I actually contemplated to write at first. Did I want to write a list about my 2008? The good and the bad? Do I want to remember only all the good or do I want to remind myself of the bad as well so that I do not repeat te same mistakes again? But after hanging out these few days with this bunch of friends, I actually felt sincereness, love in it's purest form, acceptance. No fakes. And it made me realize that the world will always be a bad place. The will always be bad to have good, ying to have yang.There will be people who will accept you and there will be those who don't and won't. Well, we are only human. So if you just focus all your energy on the good and stay positive, there might not be a very big field of roses, but a bed. And a bed is just enough to keep your soul alive. :)

So Li Sa, Happy 2008 and Happier 2009. :D