I was furious just now when A told me something W said. I was so angry. So pissed off. But then after an hour later, I've totally forgotten about it and actually saw why W said it from a different angle. I know him. I don't want to but then I cannot help it. He usually won't say things like this. For some stupid reason, I felt that he's having problems, that's why he's cranky. Plus, wanting to pull an all-nighter even when it's not really necessary, I say he's trying to avoid something (someone). But then that is just my guess.
Anyhow, above all that, the point is, I'm not sad anymore. I'm not angry anymore. I'm not crying anymore. I kinda miss my friend. I know I will not want it to be like before again. I just don't want to make the working environment so hostile anymore. He will not influence my mood anymore. Besides, I'm very sure I will not be staying long.
Am I ready to talk? Take the first move? I'm like 100% sure now this moment, but tomorrow in the office is a total different story. I've even booked tickets for Max Payne this Thursday. Now my only problem is for me to drop my ego and just.... do it!
Well, so Optimus, I think you are going to work with me tomorrow.
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