Work your PR skills girl! - NOT!!

It's about time I swipe out my PR skills and start pulling strings... or what so ever little skills I have to be more certain...aye... I never like to do PR.

I'm a shy person. My skin is not thick enough. I don't know how to start a conversation or blend into one, or even end one or prolong it... gosh! I sure suck!

Anyhow, the reason being is because, I dunno, at the spur of a moment, I just suddenly msg-ed my ex-boss from McCann. At first I tried to be all friendly and ask how's work, then be professional and ask about more work.. then suddenly I blurted out the question! "Do you have a job for me?" Huh? OMG! What was I thinking! The next thing I knew, after answering my other questions about work plus a question in between back to me asking me "I tot you already have a job?"...... (silence... no clicking sound to indicate a reply....silence...) There. Offline.

Did he do that on purpose? Or was he really busy? He did mention that he was really busy that was why he only replied my msg after like 2-3 hours? How now? How? Maybe he's like me? I do go offline all of the sudden all the time when I'm busy. Right? Right? Did I irritate him? He's already sooo busy and the last thing he needed was me trying to pull strings! How? How?? :'(

Arrrgh!!! What did I just do! I'm no PR person, so why in hell did I go budge my nose into that area? See! Now what's going to happen? Surely he's thinking now that I'm the type of person who only comes to you when there is a favor needed! But. but, I'm not.... seriously.... That is why I hate PR in the first place! Cause this IS what I think of people who PR... *sigh.......