Monday's surprise

Came into the office today morning to find this little thing sitting there in front of my monitor.

I name him “小黃” (Yellow)

Yellow has this patch on his head. Is he hurt or does he have a headache?

It doesn't matter, I still think he's cute :)

It's really very sweet of him. But why? Honestly, I cannot read him now days. I ask myself a lot of questions I cannot answer. When did he buy it? During the weekends? Was she with him? What was her reaction? Does she know? Did he hide it from her? He give me gifts, but why does he still look so cold, so sad? Is he stressed from work? Angry at me? Fed up with me?

Sometimes I really just want to go up to him and hug him, kiss him on the forehead to tell him everything will be fine. But can I? I've chosen this path to do what I'm doing now to help me move on and I have to carry walking forward. I have to be responsible for my actions and promises. Life is one straight road, there is no turning back.