Gained respect for one and lost respect for another

Shuk, an ex-colleague dropped by today during lunch. I've only hung out with her a few times but I just love having her around. She's always so hyped up and perky. Not only that, she's also the type who just says whatever on her mind. She's blunt and straight to the point. Honest. Not a fake.

Anyhow, what she said today just gained her my full respect. She said things that I always wanted to tell W but never had the heart or guts to do so. Blunt. Straight. Clear. Verbal slap. I respect. If only I could be more like her, then I don't need to always feel so heavy, dark and angry, burring all the uneasiness hoping and praying I don't explode.

So, who lost my respect? The answer is W. It has been a while since I feel this way, but every time I tell myself to not judge him and just let it go. But today, I finally reached my limit. Losing respect in him as an Art Director somehow lead me to lose respect in him as a person as whole as well. I really really don't want to judge him but all his actions..... I really don't want to.

What Shuk said is so true. He is a pussy. He's really a disapointment and I'm saden.