The octopus is now...

...cooked.

So cooked till her 'insides' are empty, hollow.
Brain is moving at only 1km/h, maybe slower. Sometimes even stopped. Spaced out. Makes everything not matter.

A file which I was working on the whole night just went 'poof' into thin air. 2 hours down the drain. I remember saving the file every 1/2 an hour or so but don't know why while doing the final saving before leaving the office, my electric power box just tripped (huh? I also dunno why. And why my computer? At this time? Was it because I was doing too much heavy work load the whole day without stopping?). And when I restarted the computer... 'bo liao'...

But remember,I'm numb. Stoned. No feeling. No panic.

The octopus is cooked. And what she wants to do now is to just stayed cooked.... (but not eaten la)